just a hoax

i'm not your only one

i'm not your only sun

for you,

i am just a dangerous gun

i never want these scars

it's you

i never want this fight

it's you

i never want this knife

it is always you

you said that my love was just a hoax

that you still believe in

but your love was just a painful choke

that i always try to swallow it in

don't say you are ash from my fire

cause i am ash from your fire too

i know

everything was so blue

from what i did to you

but trust me

i never meant to

it seems like

we're not exist to be together

cause we're just gonna

lacerating each other

forever