october's notes

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is it wrong to say that you are my cure?

cause, everytime i am around you, my world feels healed.

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you're always searching for the spotlight

while i only craved the dim

my whole damn life

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theres nothing more painful

than two people loving each other

but cannot say any single word

i already choked

my own failure

he said

i already drowned

in a pond of tears

she said

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i deciced to let you go,

its not because i didn't want you anymore

it is because i am too scared

that we wont meet each other at the final

loving you is like running into the tunnel

if i went further into the tunnel

then it would be so hard for me

to find the exit door again

because

if i already fell for you

there is no way i could forget you easily

so, i chose to let us fade away.