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i feel like

my soul is sucked

into a hole of 2019

when i was just a 20yo

innocent girl

i really cannot move on

im too afraid

to face the truth

im too afraid

of growing up

im too scared

to see my future self

im too afraid of

a marriage

im too afraid of

having a spouse

im too afraid of

having a baby

im too young

to feel this way

i refused to be

a grown up lady